Friday, August 5, 2011

I am soo depressed right now and am not sure what to do?

A week ago I thought life was great. I am 7 months pregnant and in love with a really great man.But now I found out the last three years of my life have been one lie after the other. I found out that my boyfriends parents are not dead and are alive and well in Australia. I found out my boyfriend is actually Muslim but not practicing and he kept me and my baby a secret because he is suppose to be married to some one else. So now I am the other woman in a family that thinks I am a infidel and my parents will not talk to me because they are hardcore christians and they hate him even though he has all but denounced his religion. The problem is I still love this man. The more he talks the more I understand were he is coming from. Hardcore religious parents that tried to shove their religion down your throat until it made you sick at your stomach. So now I am left with deciding on how or if I should make my relationship work and to do this and not totally alienate my family. All the while in 7 1/2 weeks giving birth to my first child. A part of me wants to say good bye to everyone and go somewhere far away. Seriously, I have money saved up but is this really a answer?

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